Every Day A Little Better

Every day the grief knot is eased somewhat...and then it starts all over again. Although, overall, I am feeling better.

I'm trying so hard to make healthy choices and it's difficult because I just want some comfort. I'm forcing us to eat salads and vegetables and soups when all we want is a quick fix consisting of someone bringing something hot, steaming and fattening to the door. We had 2 weeks of that and are feeling a little swollen in our bellies.

Mama wouldn't like that we aren't taking care of ourselves, so we continually renew our efforts. Tonight is Subway - turkey. Lots of vegetables.

Tomorrow is soup. We'll get there, we'll get there...